i want to paint the world; with no exception. even if my actions only affect one person one this planet i will have painted it, because the world won’t be the same. i don’t expect to be someone that people write about. i don’t expect to ever be mentioned after my time by anyone other than those who knew me. but none of that will stop me me from trying to make the biggest difference i can. realistically i wonder why i am even writing this. i only have one follower on tumblr. oh well i guess that just points out the obvious, that tumblr is not my outlet for changing the world :).
traveling
By trying news things we learn things about ourselves. even if these things are the opposite of what we expect them to be. learning that we need to travel in a new direction is a wonderful and exciting thing to learn.
Watching a movie that has moments in it that replicate a life experience, especially when in a drama, makes every moment of the movie sting like it did when it happened. it takes the emotions from a place of feeling for the charecter to actual emotions. it is no longer watching a movie, but peeking in a window to your soul, through which you learn how to grow and cope. it is the reason we create art.
Change
there is a moment when you reach an impass with a friend; where you know that you still love them, but no longer share any common interests. it is a sad day, but one full of oppertunity. It is a chance for you to go find yourself, taking that love with you, rememberring that no matter what you might find looking for yourself that there is always hope.
